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Journal Entry: Mon May 12, 2008, 10:16 PM
  • Mood: Passionate
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"...and maybe, just maybe, there will be happy accidents
--- serendipities which might earn spaces on this blog in the days to come. :)..."

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the above words graced the last line of an entry i wrote before my iloilo vacation. probably, the stars were starting to align the moment i typed in the keys that spelled those words, because eight nights ago, it happened.

it wasn't isaw that brought me to that hole-in-the-wall store that friday. perhaps my feet can take the blame, they ushered me back home. while perching on the wooden bench outside the sari-sari store, i looked at the children eating hotdogs nearby, their laughter drowning me in restropect. i pulled back, then the past came gushing and flooding i cannot return to the surface anymore.

it was him, in a cyanotic windbreaker and khaki shorts. i haven't seen the windbreaker before, or the shorts. even his hair have grown longer than i imagined.

i almost didn't recognize him.

except that, he still has the same pair of eyes-- the very reservoir of a seven-year worth of stories untold to the world.

i stood up and walked away from the looming confrontation that the encounter could have potentially caused. but in the next minutes, i found myself pacing back and forth the room i purposefully jailed myself in.

i thought of what transpired earlier, legs still trembling from hurried steps, strands of hair still moist from the afternoon drizzle i nonchalantly mixed my tears with. amidst the storm in my head, a soft knock in my heart told me to take a halt, turn back, and hug him until the world runs out of time.

the sequel of the dawn conversation one christmas night, THAT was supposedly IT, and i blew it up.

or so i thought i did...

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on second chances.

the arrow points backward. whom from your past will you go home to?

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 22
  • Current Residence: Wellington, NZ
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Small to Medium
  • Interests: poetry|photography|creative writing|travel|camwhoring|pinoy alternative|politics|coffee|movies
  • Favourite movie: bigfish|pan's labyrinth|hitch|closer|pursuit of happyness|little miss sunshine
  • Favourite band or musician: lennon | buendia | cobain | miranda | caringal
  • Favourite genre of music: pinoy alternative
  • Favourite artist: maningning miclat|ala paredes|danilo ramon guillano
  • Favourite poet or writer: gil andrei cagalawan|pambie herrera|ana escalante-neri(+)|jube aries luar|kristin buenavista
  • Favourite photographer: bulitas rivera | bobby timonera
  • Favourite style or digital art: self-photography, haha | black and white
  • Operating System: windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod nano
  • Favourite game: sim city | minesweeper | mind games in general :)
  • Favourite gaming platform: nintendo DS|gameboy advance
  • Favourite cartoon character: piglet; spongebob shortpants; marvin the martian
  • Personal Quote: "If I were a TV Star, you would be calling me Carrie Bradshaw"
  • Tools of the Trade: aspire 4310 notebook pc|sony ericsson k800|adobe photoshop cs3|starbucks2007 journal and pen

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~matalas:iconmatalas: 3 minutes 34 seconds ago
tank u s comment XD
~herhearts:iconherhearts: 4 hours 10 minutes ago
hello there thank you for your comment on unreal :star:
=RakistangNars:iconRakistangNars: 1 day 11 hours ago
ahahaha. tama!

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your ordinary girl ATTRACTS men. i BEWILDER them. that's the BIG difference :)

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~deviantmode:icondeviantmode: 1 day 11 hours ago
haha. xa nga nman. di masamang mkapal ang muka wag lang sinungaling. hehehe. ;)

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winners are just ex-losers who got mad. ;)
=RakistangNars:iconRakistangNars: 1 day 11 hours ago
hah. thanks :D
pakapalan lang :D

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~deviantmode:icondeviantmode: 1 day 12 hours ago
welcome. nice template. hehe. you BEWILDER ha. :) LOVE THE TERM. :D

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winners are just ex-losers who got mad. ;)
=RakistangNars:iconRakistangNars: 1 day 13 hours ago
not a prob! :hug:

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=RakistangNars:iconRakistangNars: 1 day 13 hours ago
naks,thanks sis :D

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~deviantmode:icondeviantmode: 2 days 13 hours ago
iba talaga ang PINAY. ;)

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winners are just ex-losers who got mad. ;)
~hildegarde:iconhildegarde: 2 days 14 hours ago
salamat sa fave, sis.. :)

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i'm not nice; i'm not even the classic-sweet-girl that you think i am. and when you finally get the chance to penetrate my world,you'll find an erotic part of me. and you'll be surprised that i'm jaded & bitter. QUESTION: will you still love me?
=RakistangNars:iconRakistangNars: 2 days 17 hours ago
:hug:

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=RakistangNars:iconRakistangNars: 2 days 17 hours ago
i will. for sure :)

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~vinnoo:iconvinnoo: 2 days 19 hours ago
:wave:

c'mon vissittt my gall n [link]
*NowPictured:iconNowPictured: 3 days 1 hour ago
I will! :D

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Someday, I will break the ice, that's what I'm saying, cause dancing's what I love, too high, can't come down, center of attention, feels like the crowd is saying "You wanna piece of me?", another day, another drama.
=RakistangNars:iconRakistangNars: 3 days 12 hours ago
thank you very much! keep coming back :D

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your ordinary girl ATTRACTS men. i BEWILDER them. that's the BIG difference :)

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=RakistangNars:iconRakistangNars: 3 days 12 hours ago
many thanks :) i'll try to browse your gallery when i have time too :)

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=RakistangNars:iconRakistangNars: 3 days 12 hours ago
ayt. nurses rock! :headbang:

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=RakistangNars:iconRakistangNars: 3 days 12 hours ago
thanks a lot! :D

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~joyweib:iconjoyweib: 4 days 6 hours ago
yup i love your gallery..great photos..hhmm so nurse ka rin pla..great..nurses do love art hehe..i'll add you to my friends if you don't mind...thanx! God bless

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~Sluskaa:iconSluskaa: 4 days 7 hours ago
You are very welcome!
I enjoy browsering your gallery pretty much, and I am all amuzed by your works. Well done! : -)
*NowPictured:iconNowPictured: 4 days 10 hours ago
I found you trough "Random Deviant" great gallery! :D

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Someday, I will break the ice, that's what I'm saying, cause dancing's what I love, too high, can't come down, center of attention, feels like the crowd is saying "You wanna piece of me?", another day, another drama.
=RakistangNars:iconRakistangNars: 4 days 18 hours ago
:hug:

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your ordinary girl ATTRACTS men. i BEWILDER them. that's the BIG difference :)

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~neverdainty:iconneverdainty: 4 days 19 hours ago
hahaha.. ok lang sis.. i guess we're lucky in our own way..
:headbang:

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Laudant illa, sed ista legunt